Despair Unfolding
I wrote this post on September 11th, 12 days after my accident and the day on which I was discovered to have the blood clot. I had just returned from the hospital by myself on a wheelchair, having just being told this new terrible development. I felt bitter about it all: Getting around on a wheelchair is hard, but it is the easiest part. It is even the fun part, getting pushed around and always having a place to sit. Having a blood clot is hard; positioning the leg vertically brings so much pain that I may just pass out. But I could handle it. I just need to find a way to pee while keeping my left leg horizontal. And to perform an injection on my stomach everyday. Money though, this is getting really hard. I am still expecting the remaining b ill that my insurance company cannot cover, which will crush me like a foot on an ant. But even this, I could find a way around. I just need to accept more works from more professors; in few months, I could clear the bill. But what i...